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EVER FELT SUICIDAL OR JUST WISHED THE WORLD WOULD FADE? EVER CUT YOUR SELF JUST HOPING TO BLEED? EVER PICKED UP A GUN AND THOUGHT IT YOUR FATE? THIS IS THE PLACE TO BE AND WE ALL UNDERSTAND YOU

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1.[hollow heart]
2.[bloodysoul666]
3.[*laugh*] Life is painful....why must we suffer?........
4.[Lunatic Candy Kreep]
5.[Just Another Teenage Whore. //]
6.[JAY!]
7.[QueenEvil]
8.[DarkAngel3]
9.[..Poison oak..]
10.[Forgotten Suicide]
11.[.Beautiful Dirt.]
12. [Bunny451] What did I ever do to deserve this?
13. [Darkside Of Ambition] god im sick of it
14. [WonderTweek] cheese?
15. [~Ark_Newland~]K.I.A.
16. [Xheart of stichesX] X love is dead X
17. [shitijustgiveup] now i just laugh when they cut me with theyre forked tongues and acid words but it dosnt heal the pain..T.T
18.[And her eyes lit up as she saw the dawn]
19[Laila Jane]
20. [Indigo Butterfly]
21. [pen and paper set my life]
22. [NotMeantToBe]
23. [Masqued Afflictions] perfect...
24. [.::Momma Meggerz::.]...
25. [Just-A-Girl]
26. [A Forgotten Memory]
27. [light.] Death isnt a calling, its a way of life
28. [SuicidalEternalX]
29. [Shadowsoul] The kiss of death is much kinder than the kiss of life
30. [Miss.Murder] What did I do to deserve to be alive?
31. [Jugga jigga] Every day i live is another day to regret
32. [I.Twitch]
33. [DietCOKE;;Phiz]
34.[†Drusilla†]
35.[Tiffy♥]
36.[better things to do]
38.[*٧ïℓℓέŝ βůŧτєяƒłỹ*]
39. [you either love me or want to be me!]
40.[A heartbroken fool]
41.[juggalette kisses]
42.[Manda Perfect Starlight]
43.[I'm Your Biggest Fan ♡]
44.[Blood_Stained]
45.[Famous Last Words]

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2005-07-02 [hollow heart]: hello

2005-07-02 [ThEGranDWazoO]: Hello...so..ows life

2005-07-02 [ThEGranDWazoO]: Hello...so..ows life/?

2005-07-02 [hollow heart]: its ok its been better the last few days.. u ?

2005-07-02 [you either love me or want to be me!]: can i join plz???

2005-07-02 [Slaughter™]: doesnt bother me....

2005-07-02 [hollow heart]: hello... i never realised i am the fist mebber of this YAY he he

2005-07-02 [WonderTweek]: lol

2005-07-02 [hollow heart]: =) he he

2005-07-02 [Slaughter™]: wow lol

2005-07-02 [WonderTweek]: <<;

2005-07-02 [hollow heart]: so how is ever one out there ??

2005-07-02 [Slaughter™]: im pretty goood just tired *yawns* damn pills

2005-07-02 [hollow heart]: awwwww pills ??

2005-07-02 [Slaughter™]: just took like 3 oxycottons last nite...to try and sleep now im dazed the fuck out

2005-07-02 [hollow heart]: awwwwwwwww he he :)

2005-07-02 [Slaughter™]: lol yeah...

2005-07-03 [you either love me or want to be me!]: thanks 4 addin me :) xxx

2005-07-03 [Slaughter™]: welcomes

2005-07-03 [hollow heart]: hello

2005-07-03 [Slaughter™]: ellos

2005-07-03 [hollow heart]: howz u ?

2005-07-03 [Slaughter™]: im ok i guess

2005-07-03 [hollow heart]: u gess why only gess ?

2005-07-03 [Slaughter™]: because i know im not ok

2005-07-03 [hollow heart]: awwwwwwww *hugs*

2005-07-04 [Laila Jane]: Colin your so sweet to everyone I love you lol!! (gazes at the akward message and giggles)

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: lol *hugs back* thanx i needed one of those

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: so do i...dont get enought of them these days

2005-07-04 [Tiffy♥]: awww *hugs*

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: thankies...

2005-07-04 [hollow heart]: *hugs to every one*

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: ^^

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: yays

2005-07-04 [hollow heart]: he he :)

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: hmm so how is everyone this so freggin early in the morning? lol

2005-07-04 [Tiffy♥]: tired..you?

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: about the same

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: not tired..been up since the ass-crack of dawn though...lol

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: lol

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: yeah...lol...more bored then tired...

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: lol im watchin dogma

2005-07-04 [hollow heart]: thats a mint movie

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: yup yup

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: i watch mallrats....dogma...and now im watching jay and silent bob strike back (clerks is next in line)

2005-07-04 [Slaughter™]: lol kool

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: yup

2005-07-04 [Laila Jane]: Lol FUN!!!! *huugz to everyone who I HAven't given hugs to yet today lol*

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: *huggsies* thankies

2005-07-04 [Laila Jane]: no problemsss!!!

2005-07-04 [ThEGranDWazoO]: ...bored

2005-07-05 [Laila Jane]: ME TOO!!

2005-07-05 [Slaughter™]: me three!!!

2005-07-05 [hollow heart]: meeeeeee 4 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-05 [Laila Jane]: hey colin!

2005-07-05 [hollow heart]: hello.

2005-07-05 [Laila Jane]: Im' sry I gtg lol

2005-07-05 [ThEGranDWazoO]: PENE!

2005-07-06 [Slaughter™]: im leaving thursday if you want to stay in touch with me give me ya number

2005-07-06 [ThEGranDWazoO]: i cant ...i want to though..

2005-07-06 [alkabong8888]: Hey people? Life is shit because you make it that way. Get over yourselves and live life to the fullest. Stop pittying yourselves, none of you are starving to deat, so why care? There are millions of people STARVING, and you think your lives are bad. Don't make me sick.

2005-07-06 [Slaughter™]: who said we were trying to make you sick? or that we wanted your opinion?just because we're not starying doesnt mean or life doesnt suck...we still have emotional pain......why am i explaining myself?

2005-07-07 [ThEGranDWazoO]: look alka...i know starveing is no walk in the park, but id MUCH rather be starveing then abused lik i am now...O.K.? So why dont you stop talking about what you dont know about and please keep your opinions to yourself. Thank you.

2005-07-07 [Slaughter™]: thanx babe....

2005-07-07 [DarkAngel3]: it hurts inside again

2005-07-07 [hollow heart]: why does it hert inside ?

2005-07-07 [ThEGranDWazoO]: any timme Masochist...people like that just make me so angery.... whats wrong angel?

2005-07-10 [hollow heart]: We Only Live To Die.

2005-07-10 [Laila Jane]: That is politically correct sadly =(

2005-07-11 [hollow heart]: yes but even the little time we have people wased..

2005-07-11 [Laila Jane]: yeah I know what you mean

2005-07-11 [hollow heart]: we dont notice the bueatiful things in life..

2005-07-11 [Laila Jane]: I noticed Sabrina lol we're kinda friends.. I joined her wiki... God If we notice the Beautiful things in life I will never be noticed Colin... :'( now how does that work?

2005-07-12 [DarkAngel3]: Read my diary...you will find out why it hurts inside

2005-07-12 [Slaughter™]: *frowns*

2005-07-13 [DarkAngel3]: *pokes*...better except for the feet

2005-07-13 [Slaughter™]: heh *kisses feetsies*

2005-07-13 [Foxspike]: i dunno can u people help me one of my gf's friends killed him self on monday coz he was bullied now i haved asked to find out who they were now thats not the important part but shes very hurt by it and i was wondering if u could help me get her through it

2005-07-14 [DarkAngel3]: yeah

2005-07-14 [Slaughter™]: http://www.petitiononline.com/jl32539/petition.html.......i talked to him through person message

2005-07-17 [A heartbroken fool]: hey sarah add me

2005-07-17 [Slaughter™]: kk babes

2005-07-17 [A heartbroken fool]: sarah are you going to add me

2005-07-17 [Slaughter™]: added babes

2005-07-18 [juggalette kisses]: can yall add me plz every day i lie im dieing slowely on the inside sooner than u think ima b another unknow grave a grave ppl go oh she was so yonge yet they dont know the words i spoke b4 i picked up the gun.................

2005-07-18 [Slaughter™]: we all feel that way......

2005-07-18 [Laila Jane]: exactly.. I've done it all.. nothing really works..sadly

2005-07-18 [Slaughter™]: do it the right way and it will work.....i dont really understand why theres a word suicidal and why it should be used cuz if you are truelly suicidal youd be dead alerady

2005-07-18 [Laila Jane]: I know right? I mean I have thoughts... it's becoming a daily ritual..but still.. it doesn't make sense

2005-07-18 [Slaughter™]: uh huh

2005-07-18 [Laila Jane]: I"m bored

2005-07-18 [Slaughter™]: so am i

2005-07-18 [Laila Jane]: I like the picture with the makeup.. but that is probably because makeup it my friend

2005-07-18 [Slaughter™]: lol yeah im soo mad right now my dad went to work in my moms car and i left my eye liner in there!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-18 [Laila Jane]: :| not good.. not good at all..

2005-07-18 [Slaughter™]: he came back so i gots it now!!!!!!!

2005-07-18 [Laila Jane]: yay!! lol if you send me a message then I can add you to my friends list

2005-07-21 [Foxspike]: look on the bright side death aint all that bad the after life is what u make it plus if u aint good enough for heaven or evil enough for hell u will end up in ghost town. me in my bro have been scripting a stop motion/ CGI film callewd ghost town the visuals are tones like nightmare before christmas. and we want these actors if we could Goerge Cloony, Antoneo Bandares, and i forgot his name but Frashier he also does Sideshow Bob. its a comady the tag line is Its Hell Breaking Into Heaven  

2005-07-21 [Slaughter™]: lovely

2005-07-21 [Foxspike]: and its all about George Clooney and Bandares (an Alchoholic how blames drinking for killing him and blames all his problems on other people/things) they have a friend who gets taken to hell and Frashier wins his 4th appel to get into heaven. Clooney wants to break there friend out of hell but they need Frasiers help so they have to kidnap him on his journey to heaven course that counts as him leaveing so now he cant reappeal pissing him off then they have to go to hell get out and then all off them have to some how break into heaven. there are many side charcters one is the bartnder where most of them spent there time. and this young boy who doesnt know hes dead and trapped in ghost town

2005-07-21 [Slaughter™]: wow

2005-07-21 [hollow heart]: sounds cool.

2005-07-21 [Slaughter™]: <img:http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/drawing/40593_1121969823.jpg> new hair style

2005-07-21 [hollow heart]: cool =)

2005-07-21 [Slaughter™]: yeah im trying to wash the black out now though i dont like it

2005-07-21 [hollow heart]: cool.. it still looks good..

2005-07-21 [Slaughter™]: heh

2005-07-24 [hollow heart]: why does life have to be so hard ??

2005-07-25 [Slaughter™]: just the way it is

2005-07-25 [hollow heart]: fuck the way it is.

2005-07-25 [Slaughter™]: 6 of my friends were killed in a car accident last night....

2005-07-25 [hollow heart]: awwwwwww *hugs* i no how that feels.....

2005-07-27 [Slaughter™]: uh huh

2005-07-29 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Can I join?

2005-07-29 [Slaughter™]: yup

2005-07-29 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: thx

2005-07-30 [Slaughter™]: welcomes

2005-07-30 [hollow heart]: good day people howz all u out there ?

2005-07-30 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: my uncle died and i just found out this morning

2005-07-30 [hollow heart]: awwwwwww *hug*

2005-07-30 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: thx...I guess

2005-07-30 [Slaughter™]: oh boy

2005-07-30 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: what?

2005-08-03 [I'm Your Biggest Fan ♡]: I would like to join, even though I may be dead by the time by name gets up there. ¬.¬

2005-08-04 [Foxspike]: ah come on cant be that bad sit down pull up a grave stone and tell us your troubles if its people then we can talk them round etc so no need for thing to be all that bad

2005-08-04 [Foxspike]: guess what u live right near me so i might have met u chances are zero how ever coz i went to morpeth schools

2005-08-04 [Slaughter™]: intresting.....

2005-08-04 [Foxspike]: aint it we live in like the same area

2005-08-04 [Slaughter™]: uh huh lol

2005-08-04 [Blood_Stained]: how do we become members ? ? ? ? ?

2005-08-04 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: just ask

2005-08-04 [Slaughter™]: you ish member..

2005-08-11 [Famous Last Words]: I wanna be a member

2005-08-11 [hollow heart]: hello.

2005-08-12 [Tiffy♥]: hi

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: hey ppl

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: hello howz u all ?

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: im bleh....u?

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: im very good for ones =) what u been up to ?

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: nothing just trying to get this guy on cathug to leave me alone.

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: awwwwwww just block him

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: I will next time i log in...hes gross...

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: cool

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: yeah..im going to go for now ttyl.

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: bye

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Alright everyone thats it I'm am going to fucking die! These little girls keep asking me out...its so anoyingnot to mention boys always wanting to cyber...and my family hates me like everyone else

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: dont wurry lifes like that.. it will get better just give it time..

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Thats what i always hear for me it doesnt get better it gets worse

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: dont wurry it will get better but it all ways gets worse before it gets better just to worn u..

2005-08-12 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: i am as low as one can be...it never gets better

2005-08-12 [hollow heart]: it will.

2005-08-20 [Foxspike]: i dunno there is always a lower thing to be u could be pregnant have an abusive spose look after a 5 kids on your own have no money to feed them or your selve. i mean thats like a harder place to be so maybe its easyer to think that though u feel bad there is always a worse place to be

2005-08-23 [Slaughter™]: hm never tell anyone about your battle because that person could be fighting a war....

2005-09-01 [hollow heart]: hello.

2005-09-01 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: hmm well im working things out with my life now so i have to say its getting slightly better...

2005-09-01 [hollow heart]: cool thats very good to here...

2005-09-03 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Yep Yep. How are you?

2005-09-03 [hollow heart]: im very good..

2005-09-03 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: cool cool

2005-12-04 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: HEY EVERYONE! yesterday (12/3) my friend decided to kill himself..he had moved to a new school and hadn't made friends..

2005-12-23 [Slaughter™]: stupid reason to die

2005-12-24 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Well theres more to the story that we've just fond out. His parents were getting a divorce and fighting loads...he thought it was his fault

2005-12-24 [WonderTweek]: still stupid...i chaged countries, had to learn a new language, my dad killed himself, I almost lost everything I had. my mom beats me.. and he killed himself....?

2005-12-24 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: We're all thinking there's alot more to the story..he was always happy. I didnt post that to get anyone angry..

2005-12-24 [WonderTweek]: i know I'm just saying its a waste

2005-12-27 [Just-A-Girl]: my friend told me every scar u have showz u r alive and tht they r angle kisses sayin u should b hear.....ok tht sounds fuckd up but it made me feel good about my scars so now i dont try nd hide them frm ppl

2005-12-27 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: I heard that before too...

2005-12-27 [Just-A-Girl]: i was like wft r u goin on about. but i guess it workd coz i now dont hind my scars and if ppl ask bout them i tell them wot i was told

2005-12-27 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Yeah

2005-12-27 [Just-A-Girl]: but they get like ur a freak. well if im a freak so b it

2005-12-27 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Yeah...Ihave scars all over my body..like covered my arms and shit..I get picked no for it..but I dont really care anymore

2005-12-28 [Just-A-Girl]: so did i....it was 1 of the reasons i cut along wit other stuff

2005-12-29 [Slaughter™]: no one bothered me with my scars theyd be my friend see my scars and not talk to me anymore...like i psycho or something...but i dont care ive never hidden my scars if they see them they see them its not my problem anymore its my disease.

2006-01-20 [Foxspike]: i dunno cutting your self is defeatest i bottle my shit up. suck it up then punch the wall or summit like that its better cutting has no lasting effect its like alcohol take a drink then u need another not long after. my way gets out the anger as well. brings to bear more aggretion than cutting does also makes u feel better. try it might work

2006-01-20 [Take off your clothes. ♥]: if you punch the wall you might break a bone.. which would take longer to heal.. anyways, add me someone

2006-01-21 [Foxspike]: well like i use my palm to hit it. your fight though i most likly would i guess im trough the worst of my anger and sadness i figure i got to choices i can deal or die. and i picked deal. to die isto become another number on another list. also i wanna go down in fire and glory. etter to burn out than to fade away. strike back at that which hurts us. attack is the best form of defence dont have to take my word for it look at the brazil football team (soccor) all there players are attackers even the defenders

2006-06-11 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: wow no one has been on here in forever

2006-06-27 [Slaughter™]: they really havent. im not on here much i pefer myspace. dont start comaplining about that site.i am the owner of this site and i apologive for not being as much as i should be.

2006-07-02 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: i heart myspace

2006-07-02 [Saiyuki Nano]: myspace is cool

2006-07-02 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: Its fun but slow

2006-07-03 [Saiyuki Nano]: yeah it is kinda slow

2006-07-03 [Slaughter™]: mm hmm what's your guys links?

2006-07-03 [Saiyuki Nano]: mines privit

2006-07-04 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: umm my back slash is reakhavik

2006-07-04 [Saiyuki Nano]: the link to mine is on my house if you want to check it out

2006-07-07 [Slaughter™]: added reakhavik and the other one i need a last name for

2006-07-07 [Saiyuki Nano]: look up my email address for mine- ElderVampireChick_666@yahoo.com

2006-07-10 [Slaughter™]: added.

2006-07-14 [Saiyuki Nano]: yay

2006-07-14 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: ^.^

2006-07-14 [Saiyuki Nano]: i like haveing friends

2006-07-15 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: It's fun

2006-07-20 [Slaughter™]: yup i haveee 312

2006-07-20 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: kick ass

2006-07-24 [Saiyuki Nano]: i have only 13

2006-07-25 [Slaughter™]: i have 318 now...i did 530 but i deleted a shit load of people lol

2006-07-25 [Saiyuki Nano]: cool

2006-07-25 [Manda Perfect Starlight]: cool cool

2006-08-01 [Slaughter™]: lalalalala

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